Monday, August 21, 2006
YooHoo. Turns out that Qing wasnt abducted by aliens, it was her lappy instead.
Went out with Ling and Qing today, was playing 'house of dead 4' when this
REALLY REALLY irritating staff came and chased us out when we were like halfway through the game. I can understand that it was our fault that Ling was in school-uniform and we arent supposed to enter arcades in sch-u, but still,
WE ARE INCREASING YOUR REVENUE LOR! Which person in their right mind would choose to chase away their customers instead of earning money. =.- Just imagine lar.
'Auntie..1 bowl of fishball noodle..' Auntie ignores you and continue gossiping with her fellow workers. When u ask her why she ignored your order and she replies, 'WAHLAU! You are in sch-u leis, u expect me to sell to u? Go home change first lar.'
STUPID RIGHT! Why are there so many stupid rules in Singapore. Seriously, whats the deal about going out in school uniforms after school. If there were to be so many restrictions, why impose sch-uS in the first place. Since we are above 16 and are legally allowed to enter the arcade, I dun see anything wrong with it. Even if we were to wear our sch-u in.
There was this time when I wore some random school PE tee into the
SAME arcade and got chased out too. The thing was,
IT WAS LIKE DURING THE SCHOOL HOLIDAYS and I have bloody
GRADUATED from secondary school! Geesh. I got sooooo angry that I started crying, (ok, a whimpish behaviour but really couldnt help it, was TOOO angry liao) and Kenneth couldnt stand it either(actually its more of me crying lar) and volunteered to bash the guy up. Though I would really love to see him being whacked and see how cocky he can still get, but I would really prefer him to apologised to me instead so I rejected Kenneth's offer. Now to think of it, maybe I shouldnt have. Then their staff wouldnt be so cocky now. =.-
Actually, I have a super high expectation of my bf. Especially since we were together for almost 3 years, I really expected him to understand me better. Its like when I said 'dun contact me', I really never meant things that way. Its really like a thing that gals do? We always have a tendency to say something, but mean otherwise. 'Kou shi xin fei', aiya. Guys are probably just to insensitive to know that.
So I kinda expect him to know that, but somehow he just doesnt. I understand that its my fault for to mislead him by saying that, but still WTH lor. We were together for like near 3 years and he doesnt even know that. -.- Hais. I just want to feel that his there, that he still loves me. Isit that hard? I never seem to have trouble feeling that way until after that incident. Somehow things are never the same.. Never like they used to. I dont think that what im asking is overboard, it isnt right? or it is? Still, after all that had happened, I kinda feel that I nolonger love him. Yes, I still like him but the feelings just isnt the same anymore. Maybe I'm just too tired, tired of his MCP ways, tired of him always trying to make himself look good when something crops up to know that I still love him.
Everything is fading.. and maybe one day, I will wake up realising that he is no longer important to me. Im not sure if Im the one being childish or him, but personally, I think both of us are. If you really do love me,do grap hold of me, before
EVERYTHING fades away.
Question: How do you know when it is love?
Answer: When you feel your heart aching each time you're disappointed.
Question: How do you know when it is not love?
Answer: When you no longer feel any heartaches for any disappointments.
